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i not caring Joscelin Danielle Weiyin and kexin i don care what they do even they toking  to me!!!!!There must be a reason for me not to care about them...Today when chinese class i saw joscelin sit at my place when is i sit beside weiyin!!!!Because of she make me sit alone!!!!I don have a best friend in my chinese class!!!!!NOT EVEN ONE!!!!!!They don care me at all!!!!!Kexin tok to me and i nv reply her.i don wan and i hate to reply her... just now i tok myself that if anyone of them call me or msn me or email me i nv reply them!!!!NV!!!!I just want to cry...my tear almost drop!!!!really hurt me!!!!!!!!I don noe what to say but just i don have a true friends. even they scold me i cant scold them back really cant, they hurt me alot alot alot!!!!!!!!Joscelin say all those words to hurt me!!!!like FAT and alot and she think that she is just kidding to me but she don noe that she hurt me ALOT!!!!!No one noe how i feel because they are not me!not even heaven noe how i feel NO ONE NOE!!!!!!Everyone hurting me ALOT ALOT ALOT i don care even they go tell their mother or father come and scold me scold all they wan!!!!I DON CARE ANYTHINGS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!i feel that games friends are better den real friends.Yuling say that she wan to ___ with me when PE and den she go ___with another girl!!!!!she ask me that i wont be angry right i say NO!!!!!but is YES!!!!!!!!Joscelin keep saying ppl copy her den say ppl copy cat she also a copy cat what copy ppl also say so loud that COPY CAT! i will not answer the phone if she call me i will just put down!!!NOT EVEN A BB!I think that they don think im a human whatever it is DON CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JUST SHUT MY MOUTH AND DO MY THINGS i still can live even without a friends or best friends but i will feel alone nvm